So many nights of tossin' and turnin',
Asleep yet awake,
- it's all taking a toll on me.
I just need dreamless nights once again.
Free from anxiety.
I dislike it when she hovers.
If she'd just trust me enough to look away for just a while,
knowing that I'm old enough to take care of my own self.
I'd like to know that she has faith in me,
'cos I don't feel it enough.
Well,
here's the final lap before the big 'O's ehh.
It's funny though,
I don't feel like like an O level student, neither am I acting like one.
I am nowhere.
Hah hah hah hah hah
Ha.
I no longer want to show care to the people,
who don't show that concern to themselves.
Nothing gets through.
It doesn't reach them, these feelings.
If I could just go a little further back and
redid the things I did to make it right,
change the words I said to make it right...
Even if I could, I wouldn't I think.
If things went wrong, I'll set it right properly instead of covering it all up.
Nahh