We all know how close we used to be.
Sec 3 came and things changed.
I guess it was my fault. Spent nights wondering, why?
Maybe because I wanted to be on top.
But she was fine being at the bottom.
I felt burdened. Like she was dragging me down with her.
So I drifted away.
Then the time came when I fell to the bottom, hard.
Guess what? We were good friends again.
So now that I am slowly regaining my title as No. 1,
will I start to feel hatred towards her again?
I don't want to.
I don't want to be more mean than I already am.