I very much think that I should head over to the hospital for a check up
What with all this pain I've been experiencing.
But I'm so, so very scared of the results, see.
I've seen post-surgery photos.
It's scary, it freaks me out.
And I get paranoid that maybe, in the long future,
I'll have to go through that myself.
But I pray it is not that serious.
But I'll never know till I head over.
Afraid. Fear cripples me.